好不容易。。。

FINALLY!!! 1.5 years of my life spent on the thesis is over today unofficially... felt a sense of relief today when I brought it to the bindery... the past two days have been particularly exhausting...

yesterday... went to uni early in the morning to meet up with my supervisor, for the final proofreading... and after have to go to st ives to play with the boy... i have to admit that I was not really in the mood to play with him cos my mind was filled with doing the thesis... and he kept wanting to play the same thing over and over again... so i had to keep repeating the same thing over and over... and after that, had to rush down to epping for the interview for this occ rehab position... ok... i have to admit that i was like bullshitting my way throughout the interview cos i don't even know if i want to work in occ rehab... anyway, let's see how it goes... apparently if i am shortlisted they will call me for a second interview... and then after that, go home had a quick dinner and off to woolies for work... seriously I dunno what possessed me to agree to work that stupid three hour shift... i think i must have been feeling guilty cos they kept giving me 3 hours shift and i had already told them that if they want to give me a 3 hour shift, then don't bother, so what happened last week was i told them that i was not going to go for that shift that day... wasting my time and petrol travelling up and down... so at the end of the day, when i came back from work, i was sooo tired, both mentally and physically, and then i still had to work on my thesis...

and i had to wake up at 630am this morning... bcos i want to quickly go through once more the thesis and print it off... and then go down to the printery before noon... but... of course, things did not go so smoothly... i was at uni till like 2pm and only got to the bindery at 230pm... and btw, it was freaking hot today, 36 degrees! and it was blowing hot wind the whole day... ohmigod, just stepping out into the heat gave me a headache... anyway, now that the thesis is pretty much done, the next thing to worry abt is the placement... the coordinator is have difficulties finding a site for me cos it's the end of the year and everyone's off for the holidays... damn... i should not have believed them when they told me that i could do my placement after i complete my thesis... now i just have to wait for them to find a site for me and probably in the meantime... look for jobs, but the thing is, i can't work in hospitals, so the only places to look are occ rehab providers...

well... anyway, i think i deserved a pat on the shoulder for myself, cos i have done my best for the thesis and whatever the results, i know that i have done my best, although of course, i will be crossing my fingers for a honours first degree...