Tuesday, August 22, 2017

WTF...

Something strange is seriously happening to me... I just said that I started chatting to this caucasian yesterday on POF, we decided to whatsapp today instead, and then he has already said the L word... I am like whoa, we have not even known each other for long, yet to even talk on the phone, or meet each other, and this random guy is already confessing... WTF... 

Sooo, all I am saying is, so far, all 3 online dating guys have all said the L word to me at one point... but nothing has really come of it... maybe guys nowadays throw the L word around like it means nothing... crazy... and now I am feeling slightly bad towards number 2... does this count as me two timing the both of them?? but people kept telling me to keep my options open...

Is this all going to blow up in my face?? Watch this space...

Monday, August 21, 2017

CoiNciDenCe. Fate. KARmA...

OMG, sometimes, even if you don't believe in things like fate or coincidence, the universe proves you wrong, like what happened with the Duffys, Janelle, and now this morning... 

Dropped Hyungie off for service at Parramatta, then caught a lift to the station, and then went to the toilet, and then as I was walking out of the toilet, I looked down and saw someone who looked 90% like my ex number 1, we made eye contact, but at that instant, it did not immediately register, and I kept walking, but then I realised that he might actually be who I thought it was, I did not dare to stop to turn around to look, but then I saw someone who looked really like him come up on the escalator and walked to the platform next to mine, but he walked in the opposite direction from where I was standing... it was freaking crazy... 

And then I waited sooo long at the strathfield bus stop for the bus to get to concord hospital, started talking to this couple at the bus-stop, and also guess what, after finishing seeing the nurse in the chest clinic, and finding out that I might have latent tuberculosis??!! I was walking out to the cafe and out comes the couple again... and I did do a crazy thing as well, seeing as how I had a close shave with ex number 1, I decided what the hell, and messaged ex number 2 asking him out for lunch... he actually agreed... went to petaling for lunch then walked to this park at central for awhile... he told me nothing has changed, but who knows right... I think I know what he wants, but I don't know what I am wanting out of this... we are not friends, and we are not 'dating', something in between, who knows what... and now I just started chatting to this caucasian on POF as well... I am a bad person... really, cos I yelled at papa, and chased him out of the house on sunday... Karma...

Saturday, August 12, 2017

LEt Go...

uni wise, still painfully plodding along slowly... totally regret taking this on everytime it's assignment due date time...

Concord finally responded and it is looking like my last day at NBMLHD will be sometime in mid-late Sept 2017... Hope that this will be a positive and possibly rewarding change... 

nothing much happening other than work and uni... back to the boring days again... nothing much happening still on the online dating front... feel like I should be doing something more to spice up my current monotonous life... I really should move on rather than being stuck in the past... I actually think that now that I have experienced what it can be like, it is worse than not knowing... oh well... not much I can do about it is there...

Mum and papa are coming to visit again... painful...still remembered what happened the last time they came...

On a more positive note, my birthday is coming in 2 weeks time... yay... it's looking like it's going to be hanging out with family and then laser tag with badminton gang again... and I am going to treat myself to some massage, no money to go on a roadtrip this time... have to save up for our Japan/Korea trip...

WOrLd CuP FeVEr...

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