EASter Egg HUNt is On THis YEar...

flyscreens front... got two quotes over the weekend, still hesitant if we should do it, just cos I am thinking abt the mess and the cleanup we have to do after... 

work wise... informed Dawn I have started applying for jobs, but seriously jobs are not many and it's looking even more like I am going back to rehab in Oct... which hopefully is not the case...

I am still sucking at lymphoedema, wish I could not do it, don't think it's my cup of tea after all... spoke to ren about the differences in measuring issue, and he was really good about it, and appeared to want to help, but there's not much to be done, as I simply want to keep status quo, and not rock the boat too much, cos it has taken me a long time to get to where I am now at cancercare...and actually grateful to ren that he swapped easter sunday shift with me, which means that I get paid double time and a half... yay...

otherwise, nainai and auntie went back to singapore on sat, not too upset this time, cos I am hopeful that if everything goes alright, she will be returning in summer again... wish I could go back, but can't think of a good time for pongie and I... 

sat was such a mentally and physically tiring day, have not been so exhausted for a long time... woke up at 0500 to send nainai off at the airport, came home, had breakfast and started getting ready for the church wedding... was late cos parking was absolutely horrendous, and had to walk a long distance in heels, which needless to say, made the start of the day already worse... and it was quote hot and stifling in the church, and alot of singing, and praying, really felt like nodding off throughout... Karen looked nice in the wedding gown, liked the bottom part of the gown, the top part not really... theme was white and purple, and pretty much mostly asians/HK... after church, there was some finger food on the lawns, came back home soon after... the day was sooo hot... had a quick nap which really helped otherwise don't think I can cope with the dinner in the evening... soon, it was time to head into the city for the dinner, and this time we were actually early, sat around, and dinner did not start until approx 1900... and all the guests were pretty much from her church, and family, I think... dinner was dragged out cos there were talking and playing games after every meal... personally, I did not enjoy dinner at all, but it had to be very expensive, there were lobster and abalone... dinner ended at approx 2200, and we still were the first few ones to leave then, by the time we arrived home, both of us were exhausted mentally and physically, and the bottom of my right foot was starting to get a blister... sooo glad that the next day was a sunday, and we went to do our weekly grocery shop and cleaning...

yesterday, there was a big family gathering at our place back home, got to meet new members of the family via skype, brian's and pearlyn's partners, seriously, everyone seems to be meeting their prospective partners in church, curious to know what actually goes on during church...

3 more days until easter long weekend, and 3 more weeks until NZ... wish time would pass quickly now...

MArch iNG ALonG...

went to the Smith and Nephew measuring course yesterday, and it was helpful, felt more confident with measuring, and also met some of the coursemates there as well, as well as Andrea from Mt Wilga, it was actually good to see them again, cos we all had the same 'trauma' of going through the course... and reminiscing... 

thursday, the last day before you know who leaves, went to the farewell lunch and there was so much food there, I was like, I can't believe I was fretting about baking and buying a nice cake and everything, cos it would just go to waste in the end... the last day actually turned out to be quite uneventful, after all that... but what's new... 

still have not mentioned the fact that I am looking for jobs to dawn, but will have to next week, and Kate told us that day, that there is no funding for MRT in June, which means if I am still at Nepean in Oct, I won't be going back to MRT, and nobody knows what is going to happen then, what will happen to Kara, Frances, Kate, and they are not replacing the PT position... it's abit worrying... and Karen has left for a 6 months leave... 

started to actively organise for flyscreens to be installed again, but not many companies are interested it seems... but we'll see what we get quoted...

因祸得福。。。

just thought I would post again...

on the warts front, yes!!!! after nearly 4 months of battle with the stupid virus infection, and severe pain in my foot, I can say that both warts seemed to be healing, so I am just being very careful now to make sure that this never happens again, even if it means never using a public swimming pool, or an indoor one like downstairs again... 

yesterday was a drama at work really... think it was becos I ate all of the brownies, when I came home from work on sunday, and had 3 epsiodes of diarrhoea overnight, then took some Norit, and it seemed to have improved so I went to work as usual on monday... got to work, just having my usual small talk with dawn and glyndon about our weekends, and opened my big mouth about me having diarrhoea, and the next thing I know, I was being sent home, cos apparently you need to have 24 hour symptom free before you can go to work... so in the end, I drove all the way to work and an hour later, drove all the way home again... annoying... anyway, decided to spend some time with nainai, so we went to eastwood and macquarie for lunch, and today decided to have another sick day off today... :)

and job application wise, submitted my application for the TACP position yesterday... just hoping that work will be supportive, and I am successful for the position...

finally paid for our NZ trip on the weekend, counting down the days before we go on our trip!

DamN puBLic PooLs...

seemed to have neglected to blog my warts issue... started out as a blister I think on my left foot, and for some reason, it worsened and eventually became a wart!!! it became so painful that it hurts with every step I took, and this was approx 3 months ago... so in the end, went to the GP, who could not really help me, and no choice but to go see a podiatry, and becos I am not covered under my private health insurance, I have to pay it straight out of my pocket... that's when they informed me that the first one was a wart but they were unsure whether the second one was a wart or something else, cos there was a hole in the second one... the podiatrist told me that the most likely place which I could have gotten the wart was from the swimming pool, which made me realise that it was probably due to me refusing to wear slippers into the swimming pool area, and walking around barefoot... so 3 months later, 3 visits to the podiatrist later, cryotherapy later, and daily soaking, application of medication later, the second one has healed, but the first one is still black... but at least since my treatment has completed, the pain has resolved... so the bottom line for me from this lesson learnt is... never ever use the swimming pool again!!!

and my cluedo game finally arrived, yay!

so, work wise, had a meeting with kate and deb that day, and they were talking about dropping out of the rotation program and each of them considering staying in an area they preferred, kate chose cancercare, no surprise there, and deb seemed to lean towards aged care/rehab... and I voiced my hesitation about feeling bad if I were to leave now, but they pretty much said don't worry about it, nobody will care or be upset... and just that same night, looked on the jobs website, and saw an ad for a TACP position at westmead... so I am in the process of applying for it, and now the issue is letting people at work know and getting my referees, which is always awkward for some reason... really hope that people at work would be supportive, and I will get the position, fingers and toes crossed...

再也不要见。。。

today realised and found out that I am indeed surrounded by a few gays and lesbians at work... and a shocking discovery about you know who... crap, urggghhh... wasted all this time worrying about nothing in the end... and obsessing...and the countdown starts... time to put all these behind me and move on...

first day back at work after the course, and of course, the first question to me was how was the course?? no choice but to talk about the mental and physical stress, and become embarrassed in the process... oh well... at least there were few people who went through the same thing and could sympathise... now the next challenge is to actually see some real clients in the clinic starting april...