the end of week 2 of semester 2 of year 3... and i can already feel the pressure starting to build... from all the uni stuff, honours stuff, driving and from work... the thing i dun like abt this semester is that we have to go out into the community to do 'fieldwork'... which meant that i have to somehow find 'lobangs' where i can carry out my assignments... which is a problem bcos i have no idea where to find these places or people... and then researching for articles for my honours topic is taking up so much time... and i can't even find any relevant articles... and that day anna and i were just saying how there was just too much stuff already to be done for the main subjects... and there is just no time for us to do our research stuff... and anna said she is thinking of quitting honours... i am also thinking abt it... but i know mummy and papa will be disappointed if i quit... i know they probably will say up to me... but i know they wanted me to do it... and i thought i caould challenge myself by taking this initially... but as the weeks progress, i kept thinking to myself maybe this is too much of a challenge already and i am not coping as well as i should... my time management skills suck...
and then today, at work, nandar asked me if i wanted to be on a contract basis instead of a casual... and apparently alot of people are already on a contract... even the new people... whereas i only got offered after like two years... felt alittle upset... and the hours that she was offering me was not really good for me either, and i asked her what would happen if i want to reamin a casual, she was like i can't afford to give you so many hours as before, which meant that i probably would not get work on sundays... and uncle and auntie asked me to consider transferring to the woolies at dural, which is closer to where we live... went there once and the store is of course not as new as ours at thornleigh... and also more dirty... i dun really want to transfer there...
and then there's driving... when the hell will i pass the stupid test??!! argghh...
on a happier note, zhenzhen and the others invited me to their house for steamboat on friday... their apartment is quite big though... their balcony is huge... actually brought dvds thinking that we can watch, but being the dumb dumb that i am, i left them in the locker in school and i only remembered it when we were already halfway to their house... we ate and talked and laughed... alot actually... well i dun think some people would want me to put the content of what we talked abt here... haha... finally, the thought of the day was, looks can really be deceiving...
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