WHeN...

After 3 weeks, we're done... back to the online dating world again :(

Still can't get any feedback regarding the Lemongrove interview, definitely didn't get it, got excited when Renai told me she got a reference check but then I rang Liverpool and was informed there are a few other good ones, and they are still deciding :(

Finally finished my big assignment for this semester, cross my fingers and toes I will still get good marks, cos my word count was like way below... 

So in summary, nothing is really going well...

UP iN thE aiR...

had the interview at Lemongrove today, I really hate that feeling of thinking I should have said this, I should have said that after the interview... and I think it's even worse when you actually know the people sitting on the panel, and feeling like I didn't do well in front of them, like I know what to do, but I just don't do well in interviews... anyway...

Met up with James for 3 times now, went to his place yesterday, still dunno where we stand... I feel like we have different interests and responsibilities, and I have this feeling of him telling me this is not going to work out in the long term, and I think becos of my previous experiences, I always half expect him to cancel on me at the last minute... I hate this feeling of unsureness... and whether I should be keeping or deleting my online dating profiles... 

Everything just feels up in the air atm

UNexPECted...

so finally the burns locum has been confirmed to be an external person, I think that is the best outcome I could hope for... got offered an interview for Lemongrove on wed, cross my fingers and toes and hope I get the TACP position and then I can do some private stuff on the 2 days maybe...

Pongie and I stayed overnight at Sofitel last week, man it was good, cos we got to stay on level 30, and check out the bar on the highest level, the room was good, but breakfast was just average... the one at hyatt is better... we went to this virtual room escape game with Fangying and all 3 of us ended up feeling so nauseous during and after the game... hmmm never again... and then went for karaoke after... celebrated pongie's birthday with macdonalds and ice cream cake from Baskin and Robbins... and then yum cha with auntie and co... Michelle had a baby daughter called Jasmine Qiuyan... nice Chinese name... 

sooo... no luck with Bumble and Tinder, and it was still POF where I found someone, only met up twice, nobody's perfect but what happened last night was probably not something we both anticipated where we were going to end up... things just happened... it was weird... anyway, watch this space...