How many weeks has it been now?? I have lost count, maybe 17 or 18 weeks since...
met another random guy from POF, he seemed nice and genuine but I just didn't feel it during our meeting, so I told him no, but after debriefing with Renai, I am now feeling like maybe I should have given it more time, and now I am feeling like I could have missed out on something... but there's no way I could have backpedaled now...
My "friend" informed me last week he just wants to be friends only, and since then, he has cancelled twice on me already, and me being the fool and silly one here, kept hoping for something, but now I am on the verge of just telling him I no longer want this friendship to continue becos it's starting to hurt now, and that's not a good thing for me...
Other than the above, Renai has suggested I try out speed dating again and consider paying for a subscription, so I am going to give it a go... uni still the same, still no suitable participants, work still the same, going to try applying for a TACP job at POW and a senior position at Westmead, oh well, you never know...
Went for high tea at Sheraton on the park for part 1 of pongie's 30th birthday today, and next week is part 2... staying one night in the city so we can see Vivid, then a roadtrip to BOwral and then room escape...
