Saturday, November 18, 2017

SeCOnd CHanCe...

sooo... we finally met up after 3 weeks... went to the movies, had ramen, went to check out barangaroo and cockatoo island, was actually quite surprised by the history on that island... we finally talked things through, and we are going to have another go... so watch this space... despite some uncertainties still, I feel more settled knowing that we are on the same page atm and are both committed to making this second chance work... 

work-wise, still not really enjoying work atm, having to report every move I make, and feeling like I am being watched... wish I was back at Lemongrove...

work xmas lunch next sun, boring, don't even feel like going and having to see work people 6 days in a row, but being a newbie I feel like I have to make an effort... and we decided to go to pongie's masquerade xmas party, yay! excited, finally get to wear something nice and a nice mask...

other than that, counting down to our holidays...

Sunday, November 12, 2017

UNseTTLed...

Things remain pessimistic atm, nothing is really going well, work wise, got yelled at over the phone from a family member, got threatened by the NUM and no Level 3 positions for me anytime soon...

I gave in and rang him on friday, just wanting to know if there is a chance we can be together again, he said yes, but he is sick atm, and since then we have been chatting on and off, but the feeling is not the same anymore, and who knows what is really happening behind my back... 

Life really is not the best atm... dreading to go to work each day, still waiting around for him... I am a fool...

WOrLd CuP FeVEr...

World Cup 2022, held in Qatar this time around, has been full of shocks and surprises... the underdogs are definitely Morroco and hopefully ...