魂飞破散。。。

I have done countless number of home visits in the last few years and today has got to be the most traumatising one...

The client lives at Upper Colo, and for some reason, the GPS brought me down this gully with dirt road all the way down and when I got to the bottom, it was a literal dead end cos the bridge was gone... and there was no freaking reception... I was really panicking... after contacting my client whom informed me I have gone the wrong way, I have to then do this 100 point turn on a down hill slope and right behind me is the river, and I am driving a Caddy... I have never felt so scared... I was by myself, with no reception, no soul around... I had all these scenarios in my head... when I finally arrived at the client's house, I was like 90mins late... and the worst thing is... I have a bad feeling I may have to go back there again :(

The positive thing that happened today was pongie and I went to penrith to eat at this pasta place, and we went to Coles at Nepean Village to do grocery shopping, I was standing there waiting for pongie in my uniform, and this elderly man came up to me and said thank you for the work you do, I was touched... after working as an OT for so long, this was very meaningful... 

EQ...

 Did not blog for a while... quite a few things have happened since I last blogged... staycations ongoing...

July 2022- not much happened, just staycations...

Aug/Sept 2022- went back to Singapore, suai, the cyst at my tummy got infected in the first week I was there, ended up going to hospital, had surgery, was pretty traumatised during my stay overnight at TTSH... especially with the toilet situation, and since the surgery, not able to shower for a month, had to go for frequent wound dressings... and pretty much could not do much cos I was not able to sweat... what a waste... although did get to go do some facials, staycation at Park Royal Pickering... and had to extend my stay, but then there was a whole lot of kafuffle with SIA... only met up with Silvana and Huimin... was able to go visit Nainai a few times, which was good... 

Oct 2022- again, not much happened... just work and delayed my second contract at Lemongrove CHC until Nov 2022... the cyst looked like it was healing and then this small circle appeared... so again back to the GP, ultrasound... seriously, it's one thing after another... 

Online dating... not much happening either... 

So the plan for Dec/Jan when papa and mum visit is just staycations in Sydney... then April 2023, we are going to North Island in NZ and then roadtrip to Mudgee take 2... so we'll see...