HAtiNg ThiS...

After what I said just the other day, he texted and said sorry, he doesn't want to waste my time... even though I said what I said about not having high expectations the other day, it still hurts, this whole week has been F***ing shitty... what's new...

LiFE iS F***ING UnFAir...

After all that, I did not get the teaching position at WSU... moral of the story is... it's not about how hard you work, it's your luck, being at the right place at the right time, and basically, life is just downright unfair...

教师。。。

Well Happy 2020!

Since the new year started, probably the biggest news is that my dream to lecture and teach may have finally come true, pending all the stars aligning... WSU approached Jean-Jacques to see if any clinicians interested in teaching the Neuro module... Can't believe no one put their hand up, well I am putting both hands up, the issue now is I am on holidays in March and there is no one to cover for me... cross my fingers and toes it will all work out... 

Speaking of Jean-Jacques, I am doing weekly Chinese lessons with him, hilarious, my Chinese writing has definitely deteriorated, it was our first lesson today and I even had to check my translator... 

So started chatting with this guy on Bumble... who is the same age as Pongie, since sunday... we have only spoken on the phone once yesterday... the issue is he has some issues with his living situation atm, he lives pretty far from me, and he's the same age as Pongie... don't really know what is going to happen, so at this stage, I am happy to keep chatting, but the day he tells me it's not working, then it would be ok take care... no high expectations here... other than that, nothing much happening on the online dating front...