33 years...

Did not get the job at RNSH, applied for the stroke outreach position at RPAH, watch this space...

Settlement finally is done, thank goodness, so stressful, to the point where I was sending very strong worded email and shouting at the conveyancer... flyscreens have been sorted, still deciding what renovations we want done... now we have to sort out the water, internet and alarm system... 

My birthday came and went... it was also his birthday 3 days prior, didn't do very much for his birthday... we went to watch mission impossible, then went dae jang geum and went for a walk for my birthday... hunter valley overnight stay, unfortunately it was raining when we arrived, but the accommodation at chateau elan was soooo amazing, got a free room upgrade with a fireplace... man it was soooo good, I really didn't want to leave... 

now I really have to work on doing uni stuff, it's fast approaching deadline... yikes...

还冷。。。

Sooo, we all know that I am very indecisive, becos after 2 days of back and forthing, and he told me the reason for not wanting to continue, we are again back together... the plan is to slowly work out the issues and make some changes hopefully, so we'll see... 

got a call from RNSH for an interview today, so cross my fingers and toes... also applied for another position at RPAH in the stroke outreach service... so watch this space...

doing the pre-inspection at schofields today, excited to see what it looks like inside... but that means the paying will start very soon... with all the renovations and fixing we will have to do for both waitara and schofields... 

mum is planning to visit in september...

I feel like I have been slacking off uni stuff pretty much the whole of this year, yikes... and it's fast approaching the time when I actually have to do some work... 

TiME foR a BREak...

France won the World Cup this year, my recruitment phase has been extended to September, and after 4 weeks, we have officially called it quits...

Empty words and promises like "I will never let you down", "I will always be there for you", and "I'm nothing without you", please I wish you never said these things...

I will also never forget the day it was your dog and not you who walked me out the door, and embarrassed me in front of your parents...

Can we be friends?? Never.

It hurts, being so close to you and having all these memories, but I have done it before, and will do it again... 

Guess it's time to take a break from online dating, and focus on finishing up uni this year...