LOneLy...

13 weeks and counting, still no luck with online dating, my "friend" suddenly messaged again about 2 weeks ago  and we have been pretty much messaging each other daily for the last 2 weeks, and then I mentioned I don't do sleepovers or overnights, and it's goodbye friend... it hurt, but realistically, I knew that our "friendship" was not realistic and sustainable anyway... it was fun whilst it lasted...

nothing very much to look forward to nowadays as well... work and uni are pretty much the same...

did I mention my laptop died on me suddenly, so now I have a new Dell laptop, which has been pretty good so far...

when will the pain and hurt from losing Pete go away, or will it ever go away... I guess time will tell... I hope he is well and happy wherever he may be... 

ever had the feeling when you are laughing on the outside but actually hurting on the inside...

DiSHEARteniNG...

2 weeks of mum and papa came and went... usual unhappiness, quarelling, what's new...

easter long weekend... easter friday, just went to watch pacific rim at chatswood hoyts...

sat... went to baia for lunch, then karaoke...

sun/mon... hunter valley roadtrip... the accommodation at the irish pub was pretty good... 

online dating front... last sunday, must be a fluke, but I was chatting to 3 guys at a time, and pretty much spent all afternoon and night chatting... monday... same thing, met this guy online who proposed we become friends instead, slight misunderstanding on his part about being friends with benefits...

fast forward one week, ended up blocking one guy, who knows what's going on with the other guy, and my 'friend' has pretty much moved on... oh well... 

anyway, no idea what got me to start spilling about my online dating venture to people at work, I think I thought now that MAFS has ended, I needed another topic to engage with people, so now, this is pretty much what we were talking about during lunch nowadays... 

uni front, cross my fingers and toes... it looks like I may have my first participant this week... one is definitely better than nothing... 

10 weeks and counting...