缘份。。。

sooo... I finally decided to just register for online dating and see what it is all about and what happens... so far, I learnt the following:

1. there are ALOT of Indians on online dating, and sorry to say, I am pretty racist and anti-Indians;

2. online dating is NOT easy at all;

3. especially if you have to pay to see who actually likes you which of course, no one pays;

4. most of the people on my "Like" list are Asians, hmm... 

5. I suck at small talk :(

anyway, something to think about anyway, and I think it boosted my self-confidence alittle, cos a few people actually thought I was good-looking, but of course, that is based on a picture taken like last year, and I wonder if they will still say the same if they actually seen me in the flesh... 

uni wise... sian... no mood whatsoever to do it... and time is quickly running out every day... it's exactly 4 weeks to the day I have to hand in the first assignment... and the second one looks even worse :(

work wise... did the bariatric presentation with Kiera and I thought it went really well... I was alittle nervous but luckily, it went well in the end...

sydney vs singapore issue... well broke the news to uncle and co the other day, and basically, none of them thought it was a good idea... so now we are pretty much back at square one... pongie has to decide what she wants to do... but it is looking more like I will be stuck at Nepean for a LONG time...

SiAN...

well, today was probably one of the shittier days at work... took a patient out on a HV, and she fell at the front step, even before we went into the house... and she started to panic, could not get her up and in the end, had to ring for an ambulance, which was a first for me... thank goodness, the daughter was pretty sensible and was pretty calm throughout... urgghhh... the paperwork to be done after, and the 'chat' I have to have with Karen and probably Jamila tomorrow as well... yikes, lesson learnt, always check the height of steps and make sure the PT have cleared them on steps at that height... 

other than that, uni stuff is sooo painful, still don't understand what I am reading most of the time... dunno how I am going to get through this module...

still reading my online books, went to watch the Jungle Book at the movies that day... it was not too bad, the computer graphics were very realistic... still playing badminton almost every Sundays, except the Sundays I have to work... nothing very exciting coming up... have this hospital wide bariatric presentation next week, already thinking of where to go next for our next roadtrip before pongie goes back... if not becos of the STEP funding thing, I was already thinking of resigning in June... but at this stage, it's looking more like August... oh and Jo gave birth to a baby boy the other day... 

weather wise... seriously, it's already almost May and it's still feeling like summer... winter had better be longer this year...

COMe ON... WHen iS WiNTEr CoMinG??

well, that was fun... NOT... was invited to Yin's 30th birthday dinner tonight at Windsor RSL, and it was mostly PTs, of course, only Deb, Bonita, Rennie and I (and Penny, but really, who's counting), were non- PTs... needless to say, it pretty much went as I expected, felt really alone, and there was one point I was actually sitting at the table all by myself... yup, and the food was expensive and not nice at all... it was good to see Kevin though, pretty much the same... was the first one to leave right after the cake was cut... yup, not going to another of those again :(

other than that, nothing very much happening, except ongoing headache on uni stuff... staying vs relocating...