Finally after so many breakups and got back togethers, David and I are finally over, and we have gone past the point of no return, still in disbelief over how bitter he was, verbally abusing me, saying things like go fuck yourself, hope you die alone, stupid girl, and fuck you... Wow... ended up having to block his number... how did things end up like this between us...
on the same day as well, woke up on sat morning and my upper lip was swollen as... quickly woke pongie up, and drove to hornsby hospital ED... the doctors thought it may be some sort of allergy... might be caused by the high blood pressure medications which I have been taking for years... so ended up staying at the hospital for like 5 hours... and now have to go see an Immunologist... it was so random, and part of me thought could it be due to David'd place, hygiene reasons, and I saw this as a sign to say enough is enough, I have delayed the inevitable long enough, but I never imagined his reaction and bitterness...
other than that, I have been doing research on our Taiwan, Seoul, Japan trip in 2020... got a phone interview for a locum position at Canterbury HBT, cross my fingers and toes I will get it, and Susan will agree to a secondment...
